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No Regrets

Title: No Regrets
Pairing: JongKey
Rating: NC-17
Genre: PWP, Slight angst
Word count: 1124
Warnings: Cheaters never win
Summary: Jonghyun didn’t regret what he did on stage that afternoon; he didn’t regret a thing.
A/N: Inspired by JongKey’s hug on 130314 M!Countdown. This is my new favorite thing.

Jonghyun didn’t regret what he did on stage that afternoon. He knew that he shouldn’t have done it, but when the adrenaline and joy from their win coursed through him, all he could do was wrap his arms around the one he loved the most. From where he lay with his palm rested on Key’s neck, thumb lightly stroking his cheek, eyes transfixed on his swollen red lips; he didn’t regret a thing.

“You shouldn’t have done that, you know.”

“Done what?” Jonghyun questioned coyly.

Key sighed, “You know what you did Jonghyun.”

“I knowww, but it was fun. It’s really not that big of a deal Kibum-ah.”

“‘Not that big of a deal’. Yeah, tell that to my angry boyfriend.”

“If he got that upset over it you should dump him.”

“You would like that wouldn’t you?” Key said as he clasped his hand over Jonghyun’s and brought it down into the valley between them, leaving their fingers intertwined.

“I’m just saying if he gets so angry over such a little thing -”

“He has a point.”

“Tell him it was fanservice. It’s not like - It’s not like I undressed you onstage,” Jonghyun laughed.

“I already told him - Hey! it’s not funny! He started texting me even before the show was over, you know he watches everything we’re on.”

“I may or may not have known that.”

“He was really upset. He said...”

“Go on, I’d love to hear this.”

“The way you hugged me was very possessive. It was like you were trying to taunt him through the TV or something.”

Jonghyun sighed, “He’s so dramatic. I wasn’t - ”

“I think he knows that we still...”

“We still...?” Jonghyun knew what Key meant but wanted to hear him say it.

“That we still do things that we shouldn’t be doing!”

“Like that thing that we just did?” Jonghyun smirked and watched as a red flush blossomed over Key’s cheeks.

“You could have at least not kissed my neck...”

“That wasn’t on the broadcast.”

“It was in pictures!”

“But Kibum-ah,” Jonghyun whispered, closing the space between them and burying his face under Key’s chin, “I love your neck.”


“Mm?” Jonghyun hummed, teeth nipping a purpling mark he had made just minutes before.

“I - nevermind.”

Jonghyun chuckled lowly and coaxed Key onto his back for the second time in one evening, intending to take his time this go-around. They only had about five hours until their flight to Bangkok, but he figured somewhere in the back of his mind that they could catch up on their sleep on the plane. Right now, this moment was far more important.

Jonghyun molded his hands to Key’s waist, tangled them in his hair, and pressed them deep into the lowest part of his stomach. He kissed him earnestly and pulled all the moves that he knew would make the younger whimper and squirm and completely pliant in his hands. All the moves that he knew would make him forget about anyone else but him - especially whatshisname.

A familiar jolt of electricity ran down Jonghyun’s spine as he stroked Key’s cock to life. Nothing turned him on more than this; watching how the younger spread his legs for him and arched his back as he pressed kisses to the shaft and enveloped the head between his lips. They locked eyes when Key’s stomach tensed and he propped himself up on one elbow, knotting his free hand in the elder’s hair. Jonghyun could have sucked him off forever had he kept looking at him like that, trapping his bottom lip tightly between his teeth and concentrating on the up and down movement of Jonghyun’s head.

Knowing he was approaching his end, Key pulled Jonghyun up and kissed him with everything he had; everything he should have been giving to someone else.

“Let me,” he whispered, pushing Jonghyun onto his back and straddling his hips.

Jonghyun let Key take his hand and watched as the younger lubed a couple of his fingers and guided them into himself one by one. He didn’t need as much prep this time as he was still stretched and relaxed from their earlier session, so he moved quickly, taking full control.

Key’s chin fell to his chest as he sank down onto Jonghyun’s erection, taking him in completely. To Jonghyun, his low whimper sounded like music, a melody that only he could make the younger sing.

Key balanced his hands on Jonghyun’s chest and rode him slowly, his rhythm practiced and familiar. His neck stretched out long and he let his head fall back as he gradually increased his pace. If Jonghyun could have, he would have attached his lips to the younger’s Adam’s apple and licked up the beautiful sheen of sweat settling there. But Key held him in place, focused on his measured bounce.

Jonghyun felt himself creeping toward the edge, the muscles in his stomach rippling and tensing. He grabbed both of Key’s hands and laced their fingers together, letting them sink into the pillow on either side of his head. Key leaned in and kissed him and their mingled breath mixed with the sweet taste of Key’s lips and tongue sent him toppling over.

Key rode out his orgasm for him but slowed as Jonghyun untangled their fingers in favor of taking hold of Key’s hip and wrapping his palm around his cock. He stroked and massaged and pulled the younger’s climax out of him, relishing the way Key clenched around his prick still nestled inside his body.

Silence settled in the room as Key caught his breath with his head tucked into Jonghyun’s shoulder, then rolled off to his side of the bed. Jonghyun missed his warmth, but peeled himself out of the condom and used a discarded t-shirt to clean Key’s come off of his chest.


“Mm,” Key hummed from where he lay on his back, staring at the ceiling.

“What’s wrong? What are you thinking?”

He turned his head to look at Jonghyun and smiled faintly, “Nothing, I’m just tired.”

Key was a good liar, but Jonghyun could always tell. He clasped the younger’s wrist and pressed a kiss to his pulse, “Don’t lie to me.”

“I just - I should feel bad about this.”

“I don’t think you have to feel bad about anything.”

“I -"

“Let’s just go to sleep, Kibum,” Jonghyun cut him off with his words and one last kiss to his lips.

Key nodded and rolled over on his side, falling asleep just minutes later. As Jonghyun looked at him lying in his bed, his smooth back silhouetted against the moonlight, he thought that maybe he had one thing - just one thing to regret.

A/N: Because how could I not? (Sorry for the angst though :/) You guys have no idea how hard I squeed when I saw that hug in the winning video. Then when I saw the pics of the neck smelling and/or kissing business... I just can’t lol. It’s too much. ;~;

This can also be seen as sort of a sequel to/continuation of the No Expectations verse if you want (or not). Just in which Jonghyun's (and maybe Key's) feelings have started to change.

Thank you forever and ever for reading. <33


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Mar. 18th, 2013 07:57 am (UTC)
I really love this verse and I'm glad that this can kind of be counted in it. You write beautifully and that's really all I can say. Thank you for the story ^^
Mar. 18th, 2013 10:40 pm (UTC)
aw bb i'm so glad you liked it! you are so so welcome for the story and i want to thank you for reading and leaving such a sweet comment. <33
Mar. 18th, 2013 09:33 am (UTC)
One of the possibly most realistic story I've ever read. :)
Awesome writing and thank you so much for sharing!
Mar. 18th, 2013 10:41 pm (UTC)
\o/ comments like this make me smile ear to ear ;~; i try to make most things i write as realistic as possible so i'm so happy to hear it. thank you so much for reading and commenting <33

Edited at 2013-03-18 10:43 pm (UTC)
Mar. 18th, 2013 12:56 pm (UTC)
very sexy, but I have a question about the picture.
It's not about JongKey but about the person behind them who sticks out his tong. Do you know who he is?? He looks like a mix of Jonghyun and Siwon
Mar. 18th, 2013 10:37 pm (UTC)
thank you bb! it's funny you ask that because i don't keep up with newer groups at all lol but i think he's one of the guys from SPEED? i have no clue which one though :x haha. thank you for reading!
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Mar. 18th, 2013 11:10 pm (UTC)
yeah i don't think i could have written this without a little bit of angst; i wanted to continue to explore their fwb relationship without making them heartless you could say haha. thank you so much for your sweet comments. <3
Mar. 18th, 2013 08:19 pm (UTC)
ooooooooh cheating jongkey is so bad but so good ;~;
This scene really had to be ficced, and I loved your take on it. The fact that Kibum is taken just makes it more interesting (btw who did you imagine to be that unimportant third party lol)
I really like complicated relationships because they make for such an exciting read! And I love your dialogue btw!
Mar. 18th, 2013 11:19 pm (UTC)
lol cheaters never win...but they have really great sex :x yeah as soon as i saw that hug (and after i stopped squeeing ._.) the idea popped into my head and i just had to do it. (the unimportant third party is park hyungseop lol i HAD to - when i wrote no expectations key's bf was faceless, but not this time~) i like complicated relationships too, much more interesting than when everything is simple, though there are definitely times for both. thank you for that, i feel like i struggle with my dialogue despite writing so much of it haha and ty for reading and commenting it means a lot to me. <33
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Mar. 18th, 2013 11:20 pm (UTC)
thank you love, you're so kind! <33
Mar. 19th, 2013 12:57 am (UTC)
Yay! I missed your writtings so much! :3
This one I liked a lot, even though it has some angst and the cheating stuff involved, but it was sooooo perfect!, kind of sad to, but awesome in every kind of way n.n

I'va always liked form your stories, that they are too much realistic or fit on the JongKey facts we know.
I sweared, really sweared (without reading the comments) that Key's boyfriend was that guy xD (the Park model), yeah, you had to wrote it like that! XD, I have some ideas about that fact to write my stories, so, yours gave me some inspiration that i needed :33

Great job as always! I enjoy so much reading such a great stories ^^
Mar. 19th, 2013 03:55 am (UTC)
hey bb! i'm really glad you liked it. your comments always make me smile.

and i'm glad you noticed! haha yeah i always try to sneak rl jongkey things in whether it's jjong buying key expensive jeans or things that the fandom always talks about; i think it's so fun. to hear that my story could give you some writing inspiration is like the best thing ever. ty for always reading and commenting, love! <33
Mar. 19th, 2013 01:20 am (UTC)
wow i was not expecting this, but it was so well written /I cry/
i really like stories where cheating is involved. I don't know why, I am a terrible person, but I really do and you being the author just made it that much more flawless. (am I wrong for imagining hyungseop as key's jealous boyfriend because I ship those two so hard its ridiculous).

(i fucking love you)
Mar. 19th, 2013 04:00 am (UTC)
lol HAI BB. i wasn't expecting it either but then the hug happened and i was like must.fic.nao.

i like cheating too, and drugs, but i digress... lol i'll join you in being a terrible person. (you're so not wrong for that he was exactly who i was writing about/referring to lol. and he def wants you to ship them so there's that kekeke)

you're always so sweet and nice and wonderful in your comments (i fucking love you too) <3
Mar. 19th, 2013 04:10 am (UTC)
crying because I wanted to write about this, too. gonna come back to read this in just a bit though!! will comment properly then!
Mar. 19th, 2013 04:28 am (UTC)
omo my feelings. angst and sex sit so well with this couple and I feel like because of their dynamic irl it becomes such a beautiful thing when these two things meld with them artistically like this. love key cheating on his boyfriends with jonghyun, it's one of my favorite things to write tbh and I think you executed it well here. seems like jonghyun just wants key to roll with the punches while key wants to do the right thing. but like anyone he is enjoying it too much to police himself. ugh I love it so much. you did such a good job writing it, gorgeous. thank you for sharing. ♥
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Mar. 19th, 2013 12:55 pm (UTC)
Ever since I saw that on hug on stage I've been waiting for someone to write about it and I couldn't think of a better author than you :). hehe. Loved this so much, just the right amount of smut, intimacy, fluff and angst to balance everything perfectly...thanks so much :P. Can't wait to read whatever you share with us next. XxxxX
Mar. 19th, 2013 05:01 pm (UTC)
you are so sweet bb thank you for reading! i love to hear that people are enjoying the things that i write it makes me so happy you dont even know <3 (and as for what i'll post next... even i don't know haha. i always have an idea and then things like this happen and ruin my plans :P)
Mar. 20th, 2013 03:35 am (UTC)
I really really really like this omG how can i not??
i can even picture who is Key's boyfriend..even tho im not saying it here..hahaa!!xDDD
anyway, i maybe or maybe not have been a silent reader,but i ALWAYS read ur stories!! fave it all.. *sobss* and anyway again..if there'll be sequel for this,related directly or not,will be muuuchh appreciated, don't take this hardly i just have my inner expectation because the so-called boyfriend............might want some break-up..hohoo with all the Jongkey fiestas going on lately..kekekee ^^"
Sorry Key's bf..^^
Mar. 21st, 2013 02:36 am (UTC)
haha thank you love i'm so glad you enjoyed it! yeah i definitely had a ~certain someone~ in mind when i was writing key's bf but even if you pictured someone else, that works too lol. and i don't mind silent readers at all! i'm just happy to hear that you're enjoying what you're reading. idk about a sequel for this but i always say i might do this or that and it turns out differently so who knows! (there's been so much jongkey lately its like christmas come early :P) thank you for reading and commenting bb! <3
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Mar. 28th, 2013 09:33 pm (UTC)
Oh god I so want to comment but I have to be on anon OTL I'LL BE BACK THOUGH!!

this is your sensei btw. <3
Mar. 29th, 2013 02:56 am (UTC)
omg my pumpkin pie i miss you so much ;~~~~~; i went on your tumblr and saw what happened and ajhjedgrfhsdkhflihidhsehdkef UGH. i almost gave you a spot for this story too btw lol but then i didnt because i didn't want to pressure you and LOOK WHAT HAPPENED ;~~;. at first i thought you were just busy but then i got worried but i'm so glad to know you're doing okay. (and i never knew you were so young bb omg stop making me feel like a granny!1!1 >.<)

OH and i have something that might be a solution to your problem. instead of getting a new journal you can just do a rename. there's an option when you do a rename that makes it so when someone types in your old un it won't redirect to your new one. it would just look like you deleted your journal even though it's really still there. that way you don't have to start over. you can preserve all of the lovely comments you've received and posts you've made and also save yourself a hell of a lot of work. and you're in double luck because some lovely anon sent me some lj tokens that are unfortunately just sitting in my coffers b/c i have absolutely no use for them lol. and i would like to pay it forward b/c ily and what's happened SUCKS. idk, maybe you've already thought about it but if you'd like to go the rename option just let me know, love. i've got you <33333
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