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No Expectations

Title: No Expectations
Pairing: JongKey
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Friendship
Word count: 2511
Warnings: None
Summary: Their friendship goes beyond benefits.

Jonghyun sat on a firm leather bench in a friend’s family cafe’, guitar tucked securely under his right arm. He had been playing it not five minutes ago, but more pressing matters distracted him, so he pulled out his phone to check the time and text his best friend.

What r u doin 2nite?

It took a minute before Key responded, but when he did, it said, Idk, nothing yet, I have practice til 11 tho.

Awesome, Jonghyun thought, seeing his opportunity and deciding to pursue it, Cool. U want 2 watch a movie?

Key replied much faster this time, By ‘watch a movie’ do u mean . . .?

Jonghyun chuckled softly to his phone, code words were unnecessary with Key, Duh.

Sure. I’ll b home in an hour or so, he replied a second later. This was not a new arrangement between them, after all.

A tiny rush of adrenaline spread throughout Jonghyun’s chest at the confirmation and he packed up his guitar, threw on his jacket and thanked his friend as he left. The gilded windchime above the doorjamb tinkled as it opened and shut with his exit, a cool breeze chilling those still left inside. Jonghyun pulled his hood over his head to protect himself from the light drizzle as he walked down the sidewalk and through a dark alley to his car.

Once seated in the driver’s seat, he pulled out his phone again to text Key a quick, Raining, b safe gettin home babe.

Rme, was Key’s only reply, and Jonghyun had to smile. The younger hated it when he used pet names.

Not ten minutes later, Jonghyun stepped through the dorm’s threshold, toeing his shoes off in the entryway. “Taemin! Taemin-ah!” he called as a test, trying to see if anyone else was home. The youngest of their group had been there when he left, but from the looks of it, as Jonghyun peered into the different rooms of their apartment, he was gone now.

Jonghyun was a little disappointed that he couldn’t have the pleasure of kicking him out.

Peeking at his watch, he found that there was still little less than an hour before Key was supposed to get home, providing they actually ended on time. Bored and impatient, Jonghyun flopped on the couch and spent a few minutes looking up parodies of Minho’s latest photoshoot for his current drama, and a few minutes after that looking up fancams of himself performing his latest, semi-controversial solo stage. He had to admit, the chicken breast diet was definitely working in his favor. He somehow got lost in a whole board dedicated to puppies, and before he knew it, an hour and a half had passed with no sign of Key.

Kibuuuuum, Jonghyun whined over Kakao Talk, When r u getting homeeee?? T__T


I’m on my way, came Key’s successive replies. Jonghyun could tell that he was annoyed with him, but didn’t really care.

Fifteen minutes later and Key trudged through the front door, tired, but happy to be home.

“I’m back, you can stop blowing up my phone now.”

Jonghyun discarded his phone and hopped off the couch, meeting him in the doorway with a smile and a hug.

“Get off of me,” Key whined, trying to simultaneously take off his jacket and wiggle out of Jonghyun’s embrace.

“I missed you.”

“Yeah, seems like it. You’re so impatient I’m surprised you’re not naked already.”

Jonghyun just laughed and leaned in for a kiss, demonstrating how impatient he truly felt, but Key wasn’t having it. He held up a hand to block the unwanted affection, “I need a drink.”

Jonghyun didn’t drink nearly as often or as much as Key, but agreed anyway. Some of their best sessions had been preceded by shot or two (or three or four) of soju (alternatively, so had some of their worst, but none of that mattered now.)

One, two, three shots of strawberry soju over small talk on the couch, and Key found himself a little buzzed, with his lips on Jonghyun’s neck, and both hands under the elder’s t-shirt, warming his palms on his muscled abdomen.

“And you were calling me eager...”

“Don’t mock me, Jjong,” Key said, pressing his kisses into Jonghyun’s jaw and up to his lips, “I’ve had a really long day. I needed this.”

“I know you did,” Jonghyun whispered between them as he pulled Key into his lap, “I always know what you need.”

He trailed his hands over the skin of Key’s back and sides, tugging the younger’s shirt up and over his head. The more clothes came off, the more aggressive Key became - rocking his pelvis against Jonghyun’s, twisting his fingers in the back of his hair and pulling it tight. And Jonghyun matched him, delving his tongue into Key’s mouth and tasting every inch of him, their lips locked in a familiar give and take.

“When was the last time we did this?” Jonghyun asked softly between kisses, hands rubbing up and down Key’s jean-clad thighs.

“Had sex?” Key asked in return, “Like a week ago? I think?”

“No, I meant on the couch,” Jonghyun responded with a chuckle.

“Oh. I don’t know,” Key took a beat to think, and breathe, “It’s been a while. Who cares? Take off your pants.”

In lieu of taking off his own pants, Jonghyun reached down and unbuttoned Key’s, then dipped his palm inside to knead him over his underwear.

“God, that feels good,” Key breathed, back straightened and head bowed forward, with both hands clutching the back of the couch on either side of Jonghyun’s head.



“It’s always better when someone else does it.”

“Mhm,” Key hummed, eyes closed in concentration.

“Speaking of someone else,” Jonghyun purred, “Have you hooked up with that guy you’ve been seeing yet?”

“Um,” Key thought, very much distracted, “Not yet. Soon though.”

“Good, I hope you do,” Jonghyun chuckled against Key’s collarbone, kissing and nipping it in time with the massage of his palm, “You don’t quite have an appreciation for how good I fuck you.”

Key opened his eyes a crack to glare down at Jonghyun, “You’re way cockier than you should be, to tell you the truth.”

“Oh really?” Jonghyun said, as he slipped his fingers inside Key’s boxer-briefs this time, stroking him carefully.

Key drew in a long breath and let it out slowly against Jonghyun’s lips, “Yes, really.”

Jonghyun had much too much confidence in his abilities to take the comment to heart, especially with the way Key’s reactions to his touch contradicted his words, but decided to play along anyway.

“I guess I’m going to have to work on my technique then.”

Key pressed in an inch to kiss Jonghyun once again, “Yeah, you can work on it w-with whoever the hell you’ve been - sneaking around with.”

“We haven’t hooked up yet though.”

“Yeah well - mmm -” Key moaned softly as Jonghyun cupped his balls, then slid his middle finger up to tease his asshole, “You should get on that ASAP, you could use the - ugh - the extra practice.”

“Screw you, Kibum,” Jonghyun laughed lowly.

“Well if you would take off your pants, we could get to that part.”

“You do it, my hands are full.”

Key’s fingers fumbled over the buttons in Jonghyun’s fly in his haste, their position made more awkward considering Jonghyun’s hands still situated in Key’s pants, stroking his cock a little faster than before.

“That’s - fuck - that’s all I can do with you sitting down, get up.”

“Do you want to top, or should I?”

“Go ahead, I’m tired.”

“You always want me to do all the work,” Jonghyun said playfully, taking hold of Key’s hips with both hands and shifting to lay him down on the couch.

“At least I can take it like a man instead of whining like a little bitch.”

“...What the fuck?”

“Just kidding,” Key chuckled, pulling Jonghyun down for a brief kiss, “C’mon.”

Jonghyun disregarded Key’s snark and pulled off both of their pants and underwear with urgency.

“Where did you put the lube?” Jonghyun asked, remembering an essential component to this exercise.

“I don’t know, don’t you have your own?”


“Why not?”

“Because I have yours.”

Key rolled his eyes, “Go look in my bag. Hurry up.”

“What would it be doing in there?”

Key huffed, “Mind your own busin- ”

“You said you guys- “

Key couldn’t look Jonghyun in the eye at this point, “We haven’t, can you just go look please?”

Key’s obvious embarrassment both amused and turned Jonghyun on as he stared at the younger, flustered and red beneath him, “Okay.”

Jonghyun left and returned in just a few minutes, coming back to straddle Key on the couch. He buried his head in the crook of the younger’s neck, and pushed two lubricated fingers inside him one-by-one.


“Is that good?” Jonghyun whispered, “You want another one?”

“Mhm. Ah

Jonghyun’s chuckle vibrated against Key’s throat as he pushed a third into his warmth.

“Did you bring a condom?”

“No,” Jonghyun said, his voice a bit muffled.

“We have to start using them again. For real.”

“Why?” Jonghyun asked, coming up for air and to nibble at Key’s bottom lip.

“Because we’ve finally got someone other than each other to have sex with again.”

“True. Next time?” Jonghyun asked against Key’s lips, dipping down for a heated kiss.

“Yeah, next time.”


“What?” Key asked, out of breath and slightly annoyed.

“Does that mean we have to stop- “

“Of course not,” Key answered quickly, then took a moment to think again, “Well, maybe. We’ll see.”

“Okay good,” Jonghyun said, with a hint of nervous laughter in his voice.

Key hummed his own laugh at Jonghyun’s relieved response and threaded his fingers in the elder’s hair once more for a sweeter kiss. In turn, Jonghyun slipped his fingers out of Key and molded his palm against the younger’s side, sinking his fingertips into the softness. And Key’s legs automatically wrapped themselves around Jonghyun’s waist when he trailed his hand down to massage Key’s muscled hip and thigh.

These motions and movements were so familiar to them that their bodies needed only work on autopilot. Sheer muscle memory and intimate knowledge of the way they fit together drove Jonghyun’s slow thrust into Key, and the way Key let his thighs fall to the side to accept him.

Love permeated every touch, every kiss, but it wasn’t romantic. It showed itself as a product of the deep friendship that they shared. Above all, they felt safe together, without a sense of insecurity or uncertainty, no expectations beyond the here and now, no misplaced affections. They knew that through highs and lows, they would always have the other as a friend and confidant, and that was a good feeling.


Jonghyun shifted to give himself more leverage within the confines of the couch, and sped up his patterned rhythm. He pushed Key’s thigh to his chest, spreading him out and giving his back a nice, long, stretch.

“Ah, shit.”

“How close?” Jonghyun asked, though the tension in Key’s jaw told him everything he needed to know.

“Very,” Key whispered, his eyes shut tight.

Jonghyun found himself getting there as well, and leaned down for the umpteenth time to connect their lips, swiftly and steadily rocking back and forth into Key’s body. Pinpricks stung Jonghyun’s lower back as Key sunk his nails into it when he came, groaning and flexing his spine beneath the elder. Jonghyun fucked him through it, as Key contracted around him, the younger’s climax, as usual, the last impetus for his own orgasm, which ripped through him not a minute later.

Jonghyun collapsed on Key’s chest and stayed there to catch his breath, his face once again buried in the crook of Key’s neck. Even though they were sweaty and sticky and gross, Key let him lie in place as long as he needed, threading soothing fingers through his chestnut-brown hair.

A few minutes passed and Jonghyun’s deep breathing turned slow and even.



“Are you asleep?”



“... No. Almost.”

“You can’t,” Key said, shaking him a little, “Come on, get up.”

“Why not?” Jonghyun whined sleepily, drawing out the last word, “We used to do this all the time. Rub my back too.”

Key sighed, “I know but...”

“But what?” Jonghyun finally lifted his head to look at Key, his eyes bleary and his hair adorably disheveled.

“Nothing.” Key said, with a smile at the corner of his lips. He reached up to tame Jonghyun’s hair with his fingers, “I mean... I don’t know, it’s weird.”

“You really like him, don’t you?” Jonghyun had always been able to easily read Key, whether he liked it, or not.

Key smiled and let his hand drop from Jonghyun’s hair, staring downward in his embarrassment, “Yeah, I do.”

Jonghyun smiled too, even wider than Key, and kissed him on the cheek, “I’m glad.”

Key rolled his eyes half-heartedly.

“I mean that, Kibum, I’m really happy for you.”

“Thanks,” Key mumbled, and fixed a few strands of his own hair. “Come on, we really do have to get up. I don’t know when everyone else is going to get home.”

“Yeah, and this couch is disgusting.”

“It’s your fault.”

“How? It’s your jizz, not mine.”

“Not yet. Once you get off of me, it’ll be yours too.”

“That’s gross, Kibum.”

Key shrugged, “It’s the truth.”

Jonghyun peeled himself off of the couch and Key, slipped his underwear back on, and crossed the short distance to the kitchen in search of something to clean them up. When he returned, he found Key rubbing his lower back in pain.

“I think you bent my leg back too far, it hurts.”

Jonghyun smirked and licked his lips, a twisted sense of pride filling him. Key noticed the smirk and glared.

“Let’s hop in the shower. I’ll massage it for you.”

Key pondered the suggestion for a moment, “That’s a good idea. I think I will... by myself.”

“Come on, I need one too!”

“You can wait,” Key said, as he put his underwear back on and gathered up the rest of his clothes.

He wobbled a little as he rose to his feet, and Jonghyun caught his elbow to balance him, “Still a little buzzed?”

“A little. Mostly just sore though.”

“Are you sure you don’t need my help in the shower?”

Key smiled, “Yeah, I’m good.”

Jonghyun watched Key’s back as he walked to the bathroom, then remembered, “Kibum, wait.”


“When do you want to watch another movie?” Jonghyun’s sly smirk was as sexy as ever.

Key’s rich chuckle sounded through the hallway, “Text me in a week, hyung. And you bring the popcorn next time.”

A/N: Hey guys, I’m not dead. I just didn’t allow myself to write (or read ;___;) because of reasons and just recently realized that I needed to write to help myself “straighten up and fly right”, so to speak. Anyway, I promise I can write and weave actual stories instead of just smut all the time lmao /embarrassed. Daegu fic is coming soon (I hope), for those of you who are waiting for it. ‘Kay, long-winded as ever, bai. <333

Fun facts: Inspired by something I heard on the radio, and just so happened to be started on my puppy’s birthday. ^^


( 19 comments — Leave a comment )
Nov. 26th, 2012 01:40 am (UTC)
Aww, I missed you fics~ really =)
I hope everything is ok on what you needed n.n

What can I say? I think this is so cute, even though... ok, they are not together as we would want XD, but, the topic about their friendship was great, I liked how you could put that theme into JongKey, an awesome and beautiful friendship.

"Above all, they felt safe together, without a sense of insecurity or uncertainty, no expectations beyond the here and now, no misplaced affections."

Awww, I love that part! That's so true about their friendship.
Awesome work as always~, I'm happy everytime I read your fics =)
Nov. 26th, 2012 03:43 am (UTC)
Aww thank you bb, that means so much to me^^. I think I wrote my AN a tad on the dramatic side lol but I'm totally fine. <3

I'm glad you thought it was cute I really wanted to try something different this time around. And for any lovers, really, I think the friendship is the most important to a lasting relationship.

You are the sweetest, thank you so much for reading. I'm happy every time I read your comments haha. <33
Nov. 26th, 2012 05:49 am (UTC)

Nov. 26th, 2012 01:57 pm (UTC)

Key replied much faster this time, By ‘watch a movie’ do u mean . . .? once again, totes comfortable with having sex with each other. I know they're usually actual couples in your fics, but here, even when they're not, there's still that familiar atmosphere that sorta makes me wanna curl into a ball of happiness \o/

“Oh. I don’t know,” Key took a beat to think, and breathe, “It’s been a while. Who cares? Take off your pants.” The reason I quoted this is because it has such a wonderful feel, like it's so incredibly familiar and natural. the way you describe dialogue and the actions in between are so simple yet so accurate. and I wonder how you do this.

“God, that feels good,” Key breathed, back straightened and head bowed forward, with both hands clutching the back of the couch on either side of Jonghyun’s head. lak;sjfslnffnf such a pretty picture. *___* ♥

here's another example of the simple yet accurately descriptive writing I liked: “Um,” Key thought, very much distracted, “Not yet. Soon though.” idk, I just really like the feel of it. you're so good at doing that I AM QUITE JEALOUS OKAY.

hgngnggg I love when there's conversation throughout foreplay. that's another thing you're so good at adding in. who am I kidding, you're good at everything

“Do you want to top, or should I?” I actually adore bottom jonghyun in any situation, but this particular scene would have made me slightly disappointed if he were to be topped. I was glad he was topping for this story because it fit better. but the fact that you imply that they're versatile is quite yummy. /nod

“At least I can take it like a man instead of whining like a little bitch.” AHHHHHHHHHHHHH LEGIT BLUSHED AT THAT PART BECAUSE IMAGE OF WHINY!JJONG AND MANLY!KEY SFNDKNGKLGG <3

“But what?” Jonghyun finally lifted his head to look at Key, his eyes bleary and his hair adorably disheveled. THIS IMAGE IS ABOUT THE CUTEST THING EVER.

“Not yet. Once you get off of me, it’ll be yours too.”

“That’s gross, Kibum.”
lmfao nice key. XD

“When do you want to watch another movie?” Jonghyun’s sly smirk was as sexy as ever.

Key’s rich chuckle sounded through the hallway, “Text me in a week, hyung. And you bring the popcorn next time.”
flawless ending for a flawless story. I really missed your smut TO BE PERFECTLY HONEST. your smut is my favorite smut shhhh don't tell anyone.

so you're writing another story?? that isn't all smut?? (not that I don't love it) omg now I'm more excited than ever. kafsnd;lndfk d I LOVE YOU OKAY. orz;;
Nov. 27th, 2012 12:12 am (UTC)

I'M ONLY HALFWAY BACK TOO THIS WRITING WAS TO ALLOW MYSELF TO DO OTHER THINGS SO LIKE..... WE'LL SEE. IT MIGHT BE A WHILE. :||| i shall now reply to your comment in a numbered fashion.

1. YES. i love friends with benefits and strangely had not thought of or written any jk fwb so yeah.

2. ;___________; you say sweet things like this and then i cry. idk why you wonder how i do this tho, you do the same thing and are one of my inspirations jsyk. (there's a scene in Memoirs of a clueless adolescent where jjong has key like against the door? or wall? YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN YOU WROTE IT, and they're kissing and he's trying to convince key to stay and he says something like "just once", OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. and that's where i learned to do that kind of dialogue aka FROM THE BEST)

3. *__* isn't it? i had a very specific picture of that scene/position in my head as i wrote it. he's so gorgeous it makes me mad.


5. i like it too, but i feel like sometimes i'm overdoing it, so i'm glad that at least you're enjoying it lol AND STOP IT. ily, you're too sweet, and also a liar. i still need much practice. :P

6. SO VERS IT HURTS TBH. i seriously thought about top key for this but i think jjong is really the aggressor so to speak in this one so i thought it fit better here too. but i swear, one of these damn days i'm going to write bottom jjong. i have the scenario in my head but it just doesn't want me to write it yet. idk.



9. lmao thought i'd throw some gross boyish humour/imagery in there just because.^^ one of my fave lines actally.

10. i'm glad you liked the ending because i really struggled with not making it too cheesy or long-winded etc etc. lmao you are so adorable, it feels nice to be missed though haha. AND THERE YOU GO LYING AGAIN BUT IT'S OKAY I'LL PRETEND I BELIEVE YOU AND TACKLE-HUG YOU THROUGH THE INTERWEBS.

SIGH. i am butttt... i'm "writing" a lot of things right now haha. we'll see when anything actually comes to light. i was specifically referring to Daegu fic though, which in my head is more story than smut but i think i'm just lying to myself bc there's def a lot of smut in it :| lol. butttttttt i'm also sort of working on a (very cliche' yet potentially very sweet) HS AU, let's see if that ever gets finished...... and i'm sitting on a pure friendship taekey advice thingy, which is wildly ooc and bad atm so i have no motivation to edit it. so yes, "real" stories lol but idkkkk BASICALLY I LIED IN MY A/N THERE WILL BE NO REAL STORIES JUST SMUT SO YOU CAN STOP WITH YOUR EXCITEMENT. THX FOR BRINGING IT UP GURL. but its okay b/c I LOVE YOU TOO BB YOU'RE THE BEST. <33333
Nov. 28th, 2012 01:11 pm (UTC)

omg you say that you stole it from me and "learned from the best" BUT THOSE ARE SUCH LIES COME ON, WE BOTH KNOW YOU'RE A BILLIIIIOOOON TIMES BETTER I MEAN REALLY. I will not accept your excuses. you are the best THE END.

ehejkjdng I hope that that bottom!jjong can someday be written. /gazes into distance


omg that sounds so wonderful. a hs au written by you omg just the thought makes me swoon. ;; even if it takes a while, I am very happy right now. hell, even if it never gets written, I'm still happy. JUST AS LONG AS YOU POST THINGS I'LL ALWAYS BE HAPPY OKAY <333 no matter how inconsistent :D

no actually that would be you that is the best but I LOVE YOU TOO!! \o/
Nov. 26th, 2012 07:27 am (UTC)
Nov. 26th, 2012 11:17 pm (UTC)
Nov. 27th, 2012 07:34 am (UTC)

why are you so good to me omg please just stop being so amazing and making me want to just spontaneously combust dhdjekd

I never make decent comments (they are nothing but keyboard smashes and flattery idk why you would miss that OTL) and you're probably the only one who accepts that about me I love you the most <33

Anyway flawless as usual and I hope your ish works out bb~

Edited at 2012-11-27 07:36 am (UTC)
Nov. 28th, 2012 04:13 am (UTC)

you make amazing comments bb, i live for keyboard smashes tbh. sometimes they're the only way to truly express how you feel hahaha.

ya i'm rly fine, it came out more dramatic and *here let me spill my feelings* than i had anticipated haha

ily2 <333

Nov. 27th, 2012 03:40 pm (UTC)
AHHHHHHHHH thank god you've returned....if but momentarily....*sobs*, my life has been so void without your beautiful writing! seriously, your stuff is miles ahead of everything else - and this is no exception, seriously cute!!!! ooo who is key's mystery love interest?? yayayaya daegu fic must come soon!!!! keep flying right ~ ^.^ !!!
Nov. 28th, 2012 04:29 am (UTC)
YOU ARE SO CUTE I SWEAR. haha thank you for the warm reception, love, but i definitely still need a lot of writing practice >.<

idek who key, or jjong for that matter, are seeing in this, i didn't think that far lol. honestly, idek if jjong is seeing a guy or a girl so i just stuck with neutral pronouns OTL

yes, daegu fic will be coming soon...maybe... i'm aiming for december but its very long and still unfinished so we'll seeeeee.

ty for reading and commenting, you're always so adorable hehe^^.
Dec. 1st, 2012 05:09 am (UTC)
This was so gooooood, idk why the idea of JongKey being friends with benefits is so appealing but it is and you hit it SPOT ON. and the whole time they were talking about their other partners i was crying a little on the inside....they were so perfect together...but no love...T^T maybe in the future! This was awesome!!!
Dec. 1st, 2012 02:39 pm (UTC)
Awww thanks so much bb! I rly like JK friends w/ benefits too for some reason and I'm really happy you enjoyed the way i wrote it. Nooooo don't cry! haha they were perfect together and in my head they had previously tried to give it a go, but realized it was too complicated at this particular stage in their lives and decided no-strings sex was a better alternative~~. and since they were bffs before it was easy to transition back to that and just be happy for one another. ...idk if this information helps or hurts you lmao OTL (also in my head, they try again in a few years, idk if it works out though)

thank you so much again bb, i really appreciate you taking the time to read and comment! <33
Feb. 8th, 2013 06:47 pm (UTC)
So my question is how the fuck did I miss this and why have I not read this masterpiece yet because my damn it was so great and just UNFUNFUNF I love your smut you know that no time for commas or periods bc my brain is just spilling for these compliments and i just can't-

Okay lemme breathe and calm down. xD

This fic was so good and just UGH you do things to my ovaries that are just great. DON'T EVER STOP WRITING OKAY?
Feb. 9th, 2013 06:23 pm (UTC)
lmao bb, i don't knowwww~~~ but i'm happy you read it now. and more than anything i'm happy you enjoyed it^^

you're always so sweet, haha i won't stop writing, i love it too much. (though i've been on an unplanned hiatus recently...SIGH)

thank you for reading <333
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Mar. 18th, 2013 09:36 pm (UTC)
Ah thank you so much! I'd be lying if I didn't say it was a coincidence but I too thought they could co-exist pretty nicely. (you have no idea how much revision the non-romantic love paragraph went through, it started off soooo bad haha) more than anything, i see them as best friends and i love their interactions and affection toward one another as such, so it was really important to me to stress that here. anyway, i'm so glad you enjoyed and thank you for reading and commenting <3
Mar. 18th, 2013 08:34 pm (UTC)
I like no regrets even more after reading this. I just love the dynamics of it. Like your dialogue really gives it a casual air that could only be seen between friends. also everything you described jjong doing while he waited for kibum seemed spot on tbh. like that's exactly what i picture him doing when he's alone! i also love jonghyun being possessive and trying not to show it. also how kibum was trying to distance himself despite yet at the same time, they were both afraid of ending what they had. crying because why can't jongkey ever see they're made for each other ;~;
and the only way to describe your smut is unfffff
Mar. 18th, 2013 10:03 pm (UTC)
yay, you have no idea how much that makes me smile! i tend to write a lot of dialogue so i'm really glad it worked here. and omg jjong's twitter was the complete inspiration for everything he was doing; it's been an incredible resource for my writing ha.ha.

they were definitely both afraid of ending what they had. in my head they had tried and failed to make it work as bfs but had been able to remain fwb (ofc lol). so while they could be happy for one another's relationships, it's still hard to give up something that's been a part of you for so long - your rock, as it were. also in my head, they eventually try again and no regrets is the beginning of that i guess. <3
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